Monday, June 30, 2008 11:08 PM
INEEDTOBESTRONG
thoughts after thoughts
i've been thinking, i've thought for it for quite sometime
maybe the
OPPORTUNITY COST OF STUDYING is
Work Forcemaybe..
I know i wont do well
and it proves everything today
and it'll continue for the next few days
I keep telling myself
i need to be
strong, coz it is going to be tough
I held back my tears..
i've tried my best
or maybe not to the very best
maybe LIFE is just
UNfair
god punish me in this way
i deserve this punishment
hoping that everything will go well in sch today
so I wore red to school for the 1st day of Term2
what to say
I'm the LOWEST in my class for econs
.. or maybe some other modules too
i knew this all along
but why..
why am I so stupid to have step into this path
am I??
I told one of my friend today
maybe I should quit school now
she kept quiet
following that, econs result drained my mood way down
plus was having cramps too
I merely make a casual remark to her again
Should I or should I not?
she's concerned and said 不要
she understands what i was asking
and replied back
you really cannot handle the work here
i kept quiet..
turned away from her and tears filled my eyes once again
throughout the lesson
thoughts after thoughts bombarded my mind
this time round
the IMPACT is really too hard to handle
maybe I should be in the work force
during lesson, Dear msged and asked whether im free
told him yes and accompanied him to Millenia Walk
went to redeem his luggage
and off to Suntec for dinner
mood wasnt good
was 1/2 sian
took train home around 9sharp
and reached home before 10
skipping lecture tmr to attend Wedding Dinner
Yippee!!
JUST A SWEET SMS FROM U
BRING A SMILE ON
MY FACE
♥ 21o22O1O ;
