i tot the life for me would be happy always
i really thought..
now that im in poly
i seriously do not know am I really happy
is it what i really want
or have i taken the wrong path?
ever since MST started..
many alternatives have been going through my mind
i thought that these 3 years will be soon be gone with
favourite people like DTRM o7
and the lecturers
but, the studying mode in me seems GONE
getting MST results gave a PAUSE in my life
i think i have no future
nothing will go smoothly for me
this afternoon, i wanted to do my tutorial
but, after reading thru questions
i only did 1/4
which is so BAD
i really have no MOTIVATION to carry on at all!
all these while
everything seems like a dream
i need a break..
i just want to go back to the life that I used to have
a girl with a truely smile on her face
and not a girl with tears behind her smile
REALITY HURTS
MOST
I NEED U*
