Friday, March 05, 2010 1:49 PM
21st Feb 2010..
Its been a while.. and CNY had passed.
CNY supposedly to be a festive season to be celebrated throughout the lunar 15 days but somehow...
Many things happened last month and had affected me emotionally. Dad left.. many things left untold, many things left without saying, I'm lost..
Right now Dad had left for about 13 days. He left on the 8th day of CNY which left us worrying for the past few nights at the hospital before he actually left. Dad, seeing you on the bed with all the tubes pierced into you fragile skin, it hurts us all. You know, you don't want to be a burden to us and chose to leave, but why is it all of a sudden!?
Right now, things changed a bit.. and I'm trying hard to adapt but still I cannot accept the fact that you are gone. But I wish you good and you'll always have this loving daughter of yours placed in her heart, always remembered.
ILOVEYOU,DAD <3
Relationship has been complicated since then.. too much to explain. I just hope that things will go well for you, you can live without me.
And too, attachment results out. Attached to TM-FRASERS CENTREPOINT LTD. Work will start on the 22nd this March and ends 6 months later, on the 5th of Sep. Hopefully to learn and experience more new things.
Last paper was on Wednesday - Human Resource Management. Finally get back to school after so long, and I miss the class. Seeing that all are still kicking, feels better. The paper was, cannot make it, coz I got no mood to study and things just couldnt get into my tiny weeny brain. But hopefully will pass.
After which had New York New York at JP2. Girls, thanks for the treat (: headed home to rest and to ah ma's house for dinner after that.
Dad, I know you will be watching over me, above.
Takecare..
♥ 21o22O1O ;
